My Awakening

The Spiritual Alchemist

I WAS AWAKENED TO MY FATHER WOUNDS AND PAST LIFE TRAUMA, FEARS, AND BLOCKAGES THAT WERE KEEPING ME STUCK IN KARMIC CYCLES & ENDLESS TOXIC PATTERNS WHEN I WAS IN MY LAST KARMIC RELATIONSHIP THAT LASTED FOR 8 YEARS.  THE DARK TRUTH OF MY OWN SHADOW SELF AND MY OWN ILLUSIONS WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THROUGH THE UNHEALED DISTORTED MASCULINE ENERGY THAT SHOWED ME LOVE THROUGH MANIPULATION, GASLIGHTING, LOVE BOMBING, & ALL OTHER FORMS OF MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE AND MIND CONTROL.  I ALLOWED SOMEONE TO COME INTO MY LIFE AND DISTORT MY VIEW OF REALITY; I FELT VIOLATED AND MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED BY A PERSON WHO SAID I LOVE YOU, YET THEIR ACTIONS SCREAMED “I WILL DESTROY YOU, I WILL CONTROL YOU AND YOU ARE MINE.”  I NEVER THOUGHT THIS COULD HAPPEN TO ME? I WAS SOMEONE WHO WAS ALWAYS IN MY PERSONAL POWER, FREE SPIRITED AND NEVER ALLOWED OTHERS TO CROSS MY BOUNDARIES… THIS WAS FAR FROM THE TRUTH HERE IS MY TRUE STORY OF HOW I BECAME A SPIRITUAL ADVISOR AND GUIDE FOR OTHERS TO SEE THEIR OWN TRUTH…

  I WAS LIVING IN AN ILLUSION; A LIE A MERE FANTASY OF WHAT I THOUGHT LOVE WAS… I EVEN THOUGHT HE WAS MY ONE TRUE LOVE MY TWIN FLAME… MY FIRE BURNED BRIGHT AND PASSIONATELY FOR HIM YET A VOICE INSIDE KEPT TELLING ME TO LEAVE.  WAS THIS A BEAUTIFUL DREAM OR AN ILLUSION???  

I HAD TO AWAKEN TO THE REALITY AND TRUTH OF WHAT WAS REALLY HAPPENING BOTH IN MY INNER AND OUTER WORLD.  I WAS SEEING EVEN OTHER RELATIONSHIPS IN MY LIFE UNCLEARLY.        

   AFTER 8 YEARS OF AN INCONSISTENT TOXIC KARMIC RELATIONSHIP SOUL TIE I WENT THROUGH ENOUGH AND DECIDED TO TAKE OWNERSHIP OF MY ENERGY, STAND IN MY TRUTH AND POWER AND BEGIN TO AWAKEN TO THE FACT THAT I NEEDED TO HEAL MY INNER CHILD AND LOVE MYSELF AGAIN. I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO THE ILLUSION OF WHAT I THOUGHT LOVE WAS AND BEGIN TO REALLY LOVE MYSELF.  I SHARE THIS WITH YOU SO YOU CAN INNER STAND THAT YOU CAN BE IN YOUR POWER AND TRANSFORM YOUR LIFE AT ANY MOMENT. YOU CAN AWAKEN TO YOUR RAW TRUTH AND KNOW THAT YOU DESERVE LOVE.  MY INNER CHILD WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN AND I HAD TO FACE THE REALITY OF MY OWN FATHER WOUNDS & WHAT I SAW AS A A CHILD EVEN THROUGH MY MOMS OWN DYSFUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS.  AS SOON AS I CLAIMED MY SOVEREIGNTY THE HEALING PROCESS BEGAN AND I WAS ABLE TO STEP INTO THE ROLE OF BECOMING A SPIRITUAL ADVISOR HELPING OTHERS TO SEE BEYOND THE VEILS OF ILLUSION AND SEE THEIR OWN UNIQUE TRUTH.   

 MY STORY WILL CONTINUE TO TOUCH MANY SOULS WHO HAVE EXPERIENCED SUCH TRAUMA AND ABUSE BEING VICTIMS TO PERPETRATORS WHO MAKE YOU BELIEVE IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT. THESE ARE THE DARK MAGICIANS IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY; THE ILLUSIONISTS THE MAKE BELIEVERS WHO WANT TO PULL YOU INTO THEIR NARCISSISTIC WORLD.  STAND IN YOUR TRUTH. CLAIM BACK YOUR POWER REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE. BE THE VOICE FOR OTHERS.  BE THE HERO IN YOUR OWN STORY

-Iris